John Hesch

All times are MDT.

To air October 2, 2005

• 12:00 AM and 12:00 PM - The Lamb of God with music by Breanne, Corile Bird, Brett Bagley - Atonement
• 4:00 AM and 4:00 PM - Rock Of Offense with music by Judd Erickson - Rock Of Ages
• 8:00 AM and 8:00 PM - Many Mansions with music by Kory Kunz - This Is Love
• Ruth with music by Brad, Rod, MacKenzie, Cristy - Hye To Kolob will air during the Sounds of Sunday

To air October 9, 2005

• 12:00 AM and 12:00 PM - But If Not with music by Cheryl Davidson - Heroes
• Matt with music by Wayne Galley and Kerri Ewing - Fill The World will air during the Sounds of Sunday
• 4:00 AM and 4:00 PM - Contention with music by Afterglow - Families Can Be Together Forever
• 8:00 AM and 8:00 PM - Turn To Pray with music by Mary West - Where Can I Turn?

To air October 16, 2005

• The Soil with music by Becca, Angie, Rachel - Promises We Keep will air during the Sounds of Sunday
• 12:00 AM and 12:00 PM - Change with music by Nancy Baumgartner - Born Of God
• 4:00 AM and 4:00 PM - The Gentile Woman with music by Felicia Sorenson - Perfect Love
• 8:00 AM and 8:00 PM - King Josiah with music by Steven Kapp Perry - What Can They Have to Say?

To air October 23, 2005

• Prodigal Son with music by Liz Draper - One Heart In The Right Place will air during the Sounds of Sunday
• 12:00 AM and 12:00 PM - Submission with music by the Mormon Tabernacle Choir & Orchestra - I Believe in Christ
• 4:00 AM and 4:00 PM - Don’t You See It with music by Cheryl Davidson - How Do I Know?
• 8:00 AM and 8:00 PM - South Teton with music by Julie de Azevedo - Joy In The Journey

To air October 30, 2005

• 12:00 AM and 12:00 PM - Amanda Smith with music by Heidi McCombie - How Firm A Foundation
• 4:00 AM and 4:00 PM - The Picture Of The Savior with music by Jamie Ryser - Stay With Me
• Band-Aid with music by Judd Erickson - Come All Ye Sons Of God will air during the Sounds of Sunday
• 8:00 AM and 8:00 PM - A Toast with music by Afterglow - Standing As A Witness

Have you ever gone through periods of time when everything is going wrong? Feels like a giant rain cloud is following you around wherever you go? That’s my life. Right now.

I can’t remember a time in my life when it has lasted so long and affected so many people. It just sucks.

For eight months now I have been led to believe that a well known LDS company was in the process of acquiring funds to purchase KZION and hiring me to manage the station. Several emails and phone conversations with the VP of Marketing throughout this past year led me to feel quite confident of this. I haven’t made any major life decisions based on this assumption but I have laid low when it comes to advancing KZION.

Last week I found out that the investors for this company instructed them to diversify outside of the LDS market because there is little money to be made in the LDS themed market. This includes not making any additional purchases of LDS businesses.

Major disappointment.

My daughter and son-in-law bought my house and we need to move quickly. They bought it as an investment. They’ll remodel and resell quickly. We need to find a place to live. Fast.

Huge stress.

My oldest son, wife and young daughter recently moved from our basement into their own place. The second day in their new home their car engine seizes and needs to be replaced. They don’t have any money, my son is a full time student and also works a full time job. We aren’t in a position to help much.

Huge stress.

My youngest son (Lives at home) bought a car recently and the brakes just went out.

Huge stress.

My oldest daughter has three kids and the youngest has been having some health issues. Not major problems but enough to cause us to worry.

Huge stress.

My wife has been having some heart problems.

Huge stress.

I need to decide what to do with KZION. I need to find a new job.

It appears that Deseret Book has purchased LDS Living and so all of my buy CD links on KZION are broken. I can’t get LDS Living to answer me on whether they will be fixed or not. It’s not like I have the time to fix over 5,000 links.

Stress, stress, stress.

Yeah, I know. It will all work out. Life always seems to find a way to work itself out.

In the meantime please shoot a prayer or two my family’s way.